Monday July 27
Today's devotion (Know Fear) defined fear Biblically. The team was out having their quiet time for an hour today and then in small groups for a short time to talk through some of what they were learning.
Yesterday I asked the team to come see me and let me know if they would be willing to share their testimony. I know they all are and if I asked them, they would agree, but I wanted to give them an opportunity to step out and do it on their own. Several did, one particular person came up and fearfully asked if she could give her testimony...I said yes of course. Well she did today during teen camp. Her testimony not only spoke to us, but deeply spoke to the teens living here, as she tearfully recounted her life story and God's saving grace in her life. The testimonies have been some of the most powerful I have encountered in youth ministry, but to have so many examples of God's rescuing is such big ways those who have rejected Him is an amazing thing for such a small group. Another testified to being so consumed w/how she looked and wanting people to like her that she was not walking in the Lord. She attended a camp where the Lord met her in a big way and major changes are taking place in her life as she seeks Him first and desires to please Him. We are witnessing as a team how God has transformed her heart even in the past few weeks!!
Teen camp had 17 kids today and it was full of energy and excitement and joy as our team of students jumped in and led clinics ( MIME, crocheting, crafts & sports) All but one of our clinics are student led. By the end of the first day of camp, new friendships are being formed and there were lots of hugs and lots of laughter!!
In our time tonight..the energy was quite high and the Spirit of the Lord was powerful in this place! God is meeting us all in such a precious way this week and it is only Monday!!! Each team member has an Encouragement Book w/their name on it. I ask the team to go before the Lord and pray - asking the Holy Spirit to lead them in prayer for the person whose Encouragement Book I had given them (in a way that they couldn't see or know whose book it was). They silently went to God in prayer and then began to write and write and write! I then collected the books and handed them to the person they belonged to. We each read our prayers and then we watched as God became more alive to so many of them! So many said they were amazed because what that person prayed was exactly what they were struggling with, seeking prayer themselves in, needed encouragement in etc. One said "it was like they knew my heart"...OH how I LOVE teachable moments like these!! They were reminded that God is so intimately involved in their lives that someone who doesn't know who you are can be led by the Spirit of God to pray and intercede for you in big and beautiful ways! It was a chance to stop and listen to the Lord...we are so quick to just do it ourselves instead of waiting on the voice of God. When we revealed who wrote in whose book it was a joyous time, filled w/laughter, tears and lots of conversation and thank you's! God using His people to speak truth, encourage and spur us on in this journey together! So full of love, so full of grace! All of things to the glory of God! What must tomorrow bring? Who knows but God? But this humbled woman is blessed beyond measure to be in this place at this moment and be grateful and full of praises for our Heavenly Father who is over & in ALL things!!
Tuesday July 27
WOW! I have never experienced a team so hungry for God's Word and teachings! They want more time to be alone w/God and are loving each moment of it! Today we covered the Fear of Man and it hit home in a big way w/this team! Idols were recognized and confessed and laid down today! Have you thought lately about what it might be that would stand in the way...divide your heart from God's? What idols do have that need to be confessed and laid down?
We had a few less campers today, but boy did this team love on the ones who came! The team turned our lesson into a skit and made it work very well! The smiles can be seen all over camp as they love on each camper! All are being so mindful to make sure that no one is left out. The love truly just oozes out of these young people. I am most impressed by there willing hearts, really, to do absolutely anything, including sharing their testimonies. Before this trip is over, every single team member will have shared their story!
Tonight was prayer meeting at Jenny's Creek and again we had a couple share testimonies and one share scripture. Jacob chose Ephesians 6:10 The Full Armor of God and shared why this was a special verse to him. Following him was Pastor Reeves, who said, he did not know this, but that very verse was the one Pastor had prepared his message on - both (as well as all of us) were richly blessed to see God's hand in the preparation of what He wanted us to learn together on that day! Two of our girls shared their testimonies - they shared of the huge sufferings in their lives and how God not only saw them through, but how they knew He was there in it and how He has been molding them since! One was not going to share many details about her story, but it was obvious that the Spirit was moving in her...we watched as she, trembling and afraid, spoke w/clarity and confidence as she shared what God was doing in her life. Afterwards I asked her why she decided after all to share the 'details'...her simple answer.."because I knew that is what God wanted me to do...so I did!" Praise the Lord! Can we all learn from this young woman's example!!
Our time in Debriefing tonight was so rich and so intimate! We shared, encouraged and praised God for what all took place today . I then had them close their eyes (so as to not be distracted) and read them 'The Father's Love Letter'...this is a beautiful compilation of God's Word and only His Word taken from various parts of the Bible and put into the form of a letter..it is truly a love letter from God, our Father, to His child. They listened so intently and we were all so deeply moved for the great love of our Heavenly Father. We joined in dancing and singing God's praises and ended our evening w/a beautiful song called "Lead Me to the Cross"...the student's all wanted to gather together for this time, so right away, they all got in a circle, arms wrapped around each other and we sang together a pray to our Father to lead us to the cross. Our desire is to glorify and magnify our King as we lay our lives down for Him!